" My soul mate, Beta Beta Bertaleeda "
I lost my perfect soul mate " Beta Beta " two weeks ago. Yes there are millions of awesome memories that I will have forever, but right now I can't think of anything but how she has lost her life, and that myself and my other babies will have to live without her for the rest of our lives. She saved my life more times than any one human being ever did. She was there for me with only unconditional love and effection and tenderness for almost 17 yrs. I will never be the same person I was, now that my one true love is gone. Everything I see reminds me of my sweet Beta Beta Bertaleeda. She loved to eat the grass, and then she would lay in it for hours if I let her. I am still torn between burial and cremation. What do I do, which decision is the right one ? Please, can anyone who has gone through this, help me, as time is of the esscence. :(