1 step forward 2 steps back
It seems like I just now finally made it to one step forward, then the special days and holidays hit. Now it feels like I have taken two steps back. It's as bad as it was after right after Bryan's death. I can't seem to get that 1 step forward back. I pray that I will be able to move forward again, at least a little bit. That's all I had done before, but at least it was something. I thought I was doing better then bam the rollercoaster took a dive. Someone please stop this rollercoaster ride I want off. PLEASE!!!