1 Year, 5 months and 13 days...

by Patricia
(Las Vegas)

Guardian Angel Please Watch Over Billy

Guardian Angel Please Watch Over Billy

Life has changed for me…
I asked for the short cuts but there is none. Year 1 hard year and painful but with family, children and friends I made it through or so I thought.
Year 2 coming so fast it spins my head. I didn’t want to be one who goes to those meeting after 4 years still lost and confused. I didn’t want to be that person, I thought I was better than that… I thought I was strong enough but, I didn’t want to be that person but, standing where I am now and seeing them I understand there pain, sorrow and heartache even after that time.
I ask myself why? How many times have we asked why? I’m a lost soul walking the earth forever searching for my love but he’s not here, thought his body forever lays to rest here in our world his spirit and soul has taken flight and forever watches our world of turmoil and confusion above I’m sure wishing they could help.
My soul is forever lost and wandering this world waiting and wondering when I’ll be called home to be with Billy. My life and soul no longer here but my body still. How many tears must I cry, how much pain must I endure, when will I feel peace and love once more with the man that gave me life, protected me, believed in me and loved me????
How many times must my heart break?
I don’t know the answers to these and so many questions we all ask ourselves…
As always we will continue…
1 step, 1 breath at a time, 1 year, 5 months, 13 days

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