My dad just died a week ago 12-12-12 he suffered colon cancer that has been metastasized for almost 4years. But he didn't die in a natural way,he died coz he committed suicide-gun shot wound in the temporal area.. He did it coz he couldn't bare the pain anymore. Please help us pray that God will forgive him and he will find light to heaven coz after all he was a good man, very selfless and a loving and sweet father to us. Yesterday was the burial and now I can't believe that he is gone. And the saddest part was I wasn't able to fly back home when it all happened. Christmas is coming and I don't know how we celebrate it.