17 months of Pure Love

by Rosie Rodriguez
(del rio, tx)

My story is not very long, I am a 36 year old woman with two kids, I met my fiancee last year in September we immediately clicked we had great chemistry together, He was a wonderful person, he was loving, understanding, responsible, a wonderful father to my kids, and I knew he was going to turn out to be an exelent husband. We were together for 17 wonderful months. He had asked me to marry him on December 24, 2011 I was the happiest woman on the face of this earth I had found my true love, and now I was going to marry him. I knew for the first time in my life what true love really was. I felt like I was at the top of the world with someone that had given me his heart and I had given him mine. I could not think of anything that could go wrong and could possibly seperate us from each other we were inseperable. Until this year on March 29, 2012, My love was coming home from Midland were he worked, to Del Rio. He was coming home to see me and just fourty minutes out of midland He tried to prevent an accident from an on coming car and ended up loosing control of his vehicle driving of the shoulder and back on to the highway. My love was t-boned by a diesel truck coming at a speed of 85mph on his side killing him instantly. I was in Del Rio, when I got the news, I drove by myselft to be by his side and yet I was never allowed to see him. I never even got a chance to say goodbye, I feel like he left me and now I don't even get a chance to tell him everything I felt or at least reassured to him how much I love him. His family chose to creamate him and keep his ashed in Midland, I had to go back home in Del Rio. It's been almost two months and I feel like I am buring all my pain deep down inside my heart and I try not to cry anymore. I feel like there were lots of things unsaid and many things undone. I did feel like God was being unfair but everybody that talks to me tells me God has a reason for everything, but somehow that does not make me feel anybetter. I know one thing I learned from all of this is how sometimes he don't seemed to appreciate the wonderful people God puts on our lifes and maybe that's why He takes them. Maybe some day I'll be able to understand that now all I have is a broken heart and hope to one day see his handsome face and beautiful green eyes wich I loved very much.

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May 25, 2012
Don't Bury your Pain
by: Julie

I lost my husband 6 weeks ago and I already know when you lose your partner you can not hide from the grief. You need to cry when you feel like it. You need to talk about him with someone who will join in or at least listen to you. I am so sorry for your loss and that you can not at least be close to his ashes. It does not matter if you were married for 45 years like I was or if you were just going to be married, if you love someone and were committed to them you are going to grieve for a long while.

May 23, 2012
Sorry for Your Loss
by: Anonymous

So sorry for your loss. I lost a beautiful and wonderful daughter-in-law two months ago. She was the most precious person I ever met. They were married two years ago and had a wonderful life and were planning to have kids after she graduated college this coming December. She went to be with the Lord in a tragic car accident. I know for sure I will see her one day when it's my turn to go home to be with Jesus but I miss her and I am in lots of pain. Your only option is to turn to God and know that life is unpredictable and you need to ask yourself if you have encountered death today, do you know where you are going? If not, you need to make Jesus your personal Lord and Savior. God to a Bible believing church and be saved. You will have everlasting life. We all have turns but what matters is where will we be going. Jesus will heal your wounds and He can comfort you.

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