2 Hearts Made One Forever................
8-21-14 will be 2 years since I lost my precious husband /my soul mate. He was all I needed to know for 26 years...he was my world. We completed each other.
When he passed, my heart and my spirit for life went with him.
I lost my present and any potential future.
I miss him every moment of every day.
Since the moment he passed, I've had no one to comfort me. I have no one at all...and I am only lonely for him.
To make matters worse, a bereavement counselor and groups only did harm...no good at all.
Every day I wake up and quickly realize that I have to struggle thru another day without him.
After having gone thru depression and anxiety that compounded my grief, I still have no motivation or incentive to do the slightest things.
With his passing, I was abruptly thrust in to a different, unfamiliar, UNwanted world...which required me to be a different person.
Two years later now, and I still do not know who I am.
Everyone is a stranger. Everything is new and uncomfortable...and all makes me miss him more.
I've tried working thru grief, but nothing helps...therefore, I still grieve constantly.
I am tired of feeling sad, but it persists...because I know that I will never be happy or joyful until we are united again for eternity..........
I love him with all of my heart...all of my being.