22 YEARS AND ADD 9 YEARS
november 30,2010 he took his own life. now i and his son and daughter are carrying his burden.
christmas and now 2011 is facing me. i don't want it to come as i will not have shared any of it with him. how does one stop a clock?
we must plan a memorial for him. its almost too much but i feel it will help our children.
today i feel like i am a ton. so heavy the burden of carrying on.
may tomorrow bring us all some new light.