28 years of Love
by Linda Gibbs
(Middleburg, OH, USA)
Its been 3 months since my son passed away. The first 2 months I functioned normally, I cried and I missed him but I was busy with the Holidays and the fact my daughter just had a baby and I was helping her alot because her husband was out of town working.
I now however have unbearable pain and anxiety, hard to sleep, my short term memory is gone. I miss him so much, he has two little boys that we watch often and that seems to be the only time I get relief.
I've been advised to go to a grieving group, but I feel like I'm just not ready. I really just want to be alone for right now. I never lost a child so I have no idea if the things I'm feeling are normal.....which also worries me. Anyone who could give me some feedback....I would be so grateful. Thanks and Blessings, Linda in Ohio