3 losses in 4 months

by Amy
(Bowling Green, KY)

My 65 yr. old "healthy" dad started having some back pain last summer. He was diagnosed with liver cancer with bone metastasis in August 2010. He died October 10, 2010. My grandmother who has always been my best friend died January 20, 2011 after a 1 1/2 yr. struggle with congestive heart failure. During that time I took care of my grandfather, taking him to doctor and doing things for him every day. He died February 10, 2011, with bone cancer. He was buried on my birthday, February 12. When my grandparents died, I was mad that my dad wasn't there for me. I feel like an orphan. My life turned upside down. I feel like an orphan. This is so hard. I get so mad that they all left me.