30 year love of my life, my husband
he died 19 days ago and all i do alot of is cry for him alot of the time. at first all i did alot of was crying because he died but now im at the angry stage of why did he leave me. he had prostate cancer and it went to liver and brain. he was 59 years of age. too young to die that's why im mad now, at least it stopped the crying. i know i will make it. i am strong and i have a plan for the future. i am 63 and i plan on going to the senior center for meals, take bereavement classes, go back to college and volunteer, i will also speak to a case worker to get what i need to survive. even with all of this i wonder what will happen to me in the future, to me its very frightening being alone after 30 years. feel like life just stold my most precious thing in the world.