4 losses in 2 years and I have moved from anger to indifference...
My loss and grief started just over 2 years ago when my oldest brother passed away from a brain aneurysm at the age of 41. A year after that my step-brother took his life at the age of 36. Six months after that I nursed my father-in-law of 20 years and supported the family (I have not been with his son for 8 years, but we were still close)in his final days and he was 65. Finally, 6 weeks ago my father passed away at the age of 72 from a heart attack. I barely knew that man. I met him at my brother's funeral 2 years. Prior to that I did not know him at all.
I feel indifferent. People keep telling me to grieve and let it out. I feel so overwhelmed with all this loss I don't know what to do?! I am tired, exhausted and move in and out of anger.
I have a beautiful daughter to finish raising, a great career, and a great life, but right now I am angry, sad, or indifferent(each emotion rotates through me).