On December 8th last year (2011) My boyfriend of 6 months passed away. I'm still young, only 15. He was 16, it feels like theres no point of being here if he isn't... it's not fair how he had to die. I miss him more than words can describe. all I want to do is see him, talk to him. My heart is in so much pain. I don't know when I'll ever move on. I want him, and only him. I feel bad because sometimes I took our relationship as granted, since I've never really been in one. I feel awful. I feel like it's my fault that he was depressed and used to drugs to become happy... but he over dosed instead. How will I ever forgive myself? How will I ever love again? Why does God have to put me through so much pain...
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