41years of marriage. Eight months you have been gone and I don't who I am
(Las Vegas Nvada)
Steven you will never leave my heart or soul. You left me here and I don't know who I am, I don't know what I'm suppose to do. All I know is I cry for you to be next to me. To feel your feel your hand in mine. I miss all the things you took with you. I didn't have time to say good bye or how much your love had and has been to me. You were my life which now is gone. You were my strenght through all our hard times. Those 4 boys really kept us in a maze. They don't come to see me you know. Just Ty and his 3 boys. I won't beg for them to visit or call. My mind is just about you now. I wonded when we will be together. If it wasn't for those 5 grandkids, I would be in your arms right now. But they can't lose their PaPa Bear and Gramma. I have to be here for them. Cooper and Cohen really need me. So I will stay for them.
I will wait Steven till my time. When will the tears stop? 8 months several times a day. You will always be my world. The first thing in the morning and the last thing at night. There is no words to say that will calm my heart. But the vision of you is with me always. I will always be with you in my heart.
I will never stop loving you.