It has been five years since my husband died. I believe I wrote on this site ages ago when I was in the beginnings of grief. I am now exhausted, angry, and just want to keep to myself. I don't really know how to put things into words for how I am feeling. my whole lifestyle has changed and I hate it. Everyday is a misery. the weekends come and I do nothing because I am so worn out with working all week. I don't know what to do.