7 years down the drain
Seven years of my life. Seven. I have wasted seven years of my life on a cheating bastard. To make matters worse, he's moving in with her. It has been 2 days. 2 awfully painful days since he blindsided me with "I don't love you anymore. I found another woman." I can't stop crying. I can't stop thinking about him with her. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can barely function. I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know everyone says time heals all wounds, but what about a fatal wound? I feel like someone has shot be in the chest and blown out my heart. I don't know who will read my story or why I am even writing on a website I stumbled upon. I guess I was trying to find something to ease my pain. It's nice to hear that other people are going through similar situations, but no one will really understand. I'm broken. I feel worthless. I feel like I will never find love again. I feel ugly, unwanted, and not worth loving. How could he do this to me? How? I just want the pain to stop. Please tell me how am I suppose to move forward?