Its been 8 weeks today since I lost the best part of me, my husband. Yesterday I thought I was doing pretty good, but today is another story. I feel so lost and alone, crying all the time and just looking for some kind of sign from him that he is near. This probably sounds crazy, but I just miss him so much.I want to dream of him but cant, I cant remember his voice and this kills me.My daughter had a dream that he came home and said he had just been working but that he was watching us, I know its not true but I cant quit thinking about it. I hate this new life, I want my old one back.