8 years and im still in denial as to why she had to pass away.
it was the end of august when i got a call from my grandma telling me that my grandmother had had a stroke and was in the hospital. I went to the hospital but was not allowed to see her because they said i was to young and should remember the good stuff and that seeing her the way she was would make me miss her even more. I wasn't allowed to see her for the two weeks she was in the hospital which i thought was the worst thing ever but the worst part was not knowing she had passed until two weeks later. My great grandma was like my mom she was always there for me and helped me whenever i needed it. She passed away September 6th 2006 a month before my 12th birthday. Ever since she passed away life hasn't been the same. It was as if half my heart was ripped out when i found out what happened. I haven't been the same since. I am never happy and don't want to do anything anymore. All i want to do is get over what happened and be happy again. I miss my old self when she was still alive and here.