Hi ther my name is Stephanie and It's been 8 years since my grandma passed away and I still can not get over it.
This is my story, On July 15th 2003, my bestfriend got hit and killed on a highway I was 11, It tore me to peices and it hurt me so badly and that's when it started I felt so lost and didn't know what to do so I started to act out in anger and hurt and started doing things that a normal 11 year old should not be doing, drinking smoking staying out till all hours of the night making my family worried about me I would be brought home by police at 6am and everything I was just lashing out I couldn't believe it I lost my bestfriend and I'm only 11, It really hurt my grandma and she told me that everything was going to be ok and that at least I had my family. Well life went on and still throught the days It got a little easier to swallow and then it got better....In July the next year(2004) I went on a trip to Nova Scotia Ontario, and my grandma was a little sick when I was leaving. I left on July 6th and would be gone until July 14th, when I came back my grandma wasn't at my home where she lived, I asked my mother where she was and she replied "she is at the hospital,but will be home soon," so i was a little upset at the fact she was not home nut had planned on going to see her the next day (July 15th 2004) When i got up the next day my mom had to go to work and explained to me that we would have to go the next day, so I was a bit sadden by this but agreed. So im at home now with my dad and we get a phone call asking for my mother and its the hospital calling right away I know and I fall to my knees praying its not what i think it is ans sure enough on July 15th 2004 my grandma is pronounsed dead :(.....I cant get over this loss its hurting me so bad.