a bad day.......
A Bad Day and i sit here in northern Ireland with a chip buttie and im lonely, Really really lonely.
This new life is horrific, unwanted and full of crap!! My bad day brings the fact and a reality that i dont want. Ive been doing really well and i am, but down days hit so hard...
I hope to find happiness again.. im only 40 but really i want someone to share things with.. an invitation to dinner, how freaky would that be.. but its the life we now find ourselves, in but hey loneliness is awful and i dont want to spend my life like this.
I want to smile again...sometime.