A Christmas wish for us all...
Wow...Christmas is a week away and I am stronger than when the season started. I hope the same for everyone here. For those not having a blessed break from grief I wish you well and ask you to come here often.
I am able to walk in a business and deal with the Christmas music; it is somewhere far away as I try to get what I need and get out. I will be the first to admit that it did feel like a knife stabbing me, reminding me exactly what I had and lost at first.
I know how hard it is seeing the faces merry this time of year and thinking well, you haven't lost have you?
Think that it is possible that maybe one out of 20 have and managed to come back and enjoy this new life that they themselves did not want either.
My best to all here struggling and much thanks for helping me through this awful year, I can never thank you enough for the survival skills that I never knew that I was capable of...