A Daughters Love

by Monica Curtis
(Mobile, Al)

On August 20,2010 I loss my bestfriend, my mom (Shirley) at the age 66. This was the saddest day of my life. She was a great and awesome wife, mom, grandmother and friend. I remember as a child saying to her please momma stop smoking. She would softly smile with her big dimpled cheeks, and reply I promise I will my precious Suga Pie! Thats what she called me. Well years later she was diagnosed with lung cancer. I love and miss her so very much. I sometimes look up to heaven and ask why did you have to leave us. I know that we all must depart this life but, maybe if she had not smoked she would still be here. I dont know! My feeling are everywhere right now! I know that my heart feels like someone took it, placed it in a bottle and cast it into the sea. Never to return! Pain, Pain, Pain thats all I feel! I am sad all the time. I'm lonely and depressed. My mom was my bestfriend. We talked at least 15 times per day sometimes about nothing. We just had an awesome bond that can never be broken! Sorry if i'm all over the place with my emotions I just MISS MY MOMMY! I LOVE YOU MOM!