A dead relationship I tried to leave
Well, I have been with the same guy for 8 1/2 years and it's going no where. Every day we do the same things and every weekend he goes to his brothers and leaves me alone.
We love each other dearly but it's ended. The grief is deafening and the end is hard to admit. I'm 30 now and know that I need to move on but I don't know how.
At Christmas he made me have an abortion. It ripped my heart out. The sad thing is that it was the first time we had had sex in a year.
I may not have left him but the fear of leaving is so horrible. Emotionally battered I don't see clearly.
If only I could be as brave as some of the others here.