A lonesome mom
by mary cantrell
My only child DIED soon will be six years this coming June. 30. He had a massive heart attack in his sleep. His four year hold DAUGHTER was in the bed with him and her mom. He had gotten up at four to feed and change their TEN month old son.
This has been the hardest I have ever had to deal with. His daughter has really had a hard time. I cry every day over his death. It is so hard TOO cope. No family support. There motto is "he is in a better place and not suffering." WELL the heart and brain KNOW this but the heart can not EXCEPT YET and never will.
How does one gone one with this kind of loss. I have never blamed GOD for this because he makes no mistakes. Just can not understand why.
Thanks for letting me share this.