A Mom who lost 2-sons and a grandson

by kittyangelo
(turlock ,california)

I am a Mom who has lost 2-adult sons. One my first born in a motor cycle accident. And my 2nd adult son to suicide. I also lost a grandchild who was in the wrong place at the wrong time.

A mother is not supposed to bury her children.

I have 4-wonderful daughters who I am trying to be strong. But it is not easy.

It is ONLY MY FAITH IN GOD THAT KEEPS ME GOING TODAY and my daughters. I hide my grief from my husband, their step-father. He would not understand. I can only truly share it with my daughter whose child was in "the wrong place at the wrong time" his life was taken at the age of 19.

She lost her 2-brothers, and a son. I lost 2-sons and a grand son.

3-young lives
THE PAIN that I feel..... suicide Why? the loss of my 1st born a motorcycle accident....why, The loss of my grandson being stabbed to death why?

In the real world the loss of my 2-sons and my grandchild there are no words to describe the pain. A part of me is missing......forever. There are no words to describe the pain.

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Sep 16, 2014
I Miss My Sons
by: Anonymous

I have lost both of my sons. My oldest son, aged 32, was killed instantly by a hit-and-run driver in 2001. My younger son was age 35, when he had an aneurism in 2008. I have tried so hard, through the years, to hold my head up and live for them, too. But my heart is still breaking much of the time, even though people around me don't know that. I have grieved until I think I can't possibly grieve anymore, but it is forever with me and I miss them so much. I usually try to support and encourage others when they need it, but sometimes that gets very hard to do when I am hurting and sad. I am 65 now and sometimes feel that I am just waiting to die. There are many days when I can live fully and celebrate and
honor their lives, but today has been hard.
Grieving Mother

Aug 02, 2012
3 sons and a grandson
by: Shirley Massey

I feel your pain. I have lost 3 Sons and my only Grandson. In 93 I lost my oldest son Ricky, In 98 my Son CG, In 2010 my Son Chris, and just 3 weeks ago my Grandson Jesse. My heart is so empty the words aren't here to express my sorry. I can only say that I truly hope I will be with them again one day. I am so very sorry for your loss.

Feb 16, 2011
by: Kay

I can only imagine the huge loss you have been dealt. I am truly sorry for your loss and offer you healing and lots of love...you are in my thoughts. I too have suffered loss of my wonderful son Dean last year at 23years old. It has been nine months but the pain is still so very deep and strong. I know that I will never be the same person I was....its so hard just to get through each day. Just know that I am thinking of you and I will say a prayer for you..xxxxxx

Feb 14, 2011
too much pain
by: CB

I lost my oldest daughter in May. Your pain is three times that much. May God bless you and ease your pain.

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