A new life?
I have been told I have to build a new life. My old life was so wonderful and now it is gone. I woke up this morning wondering why. I don't want a new life. I want my old life and if I can't have it I don't want any life at all. Not that I am going to take my life, but I just want to sit here for the rest of my life remembering my old life and the wonderful man who gave it to me. I can go through the motions but I don't know how to change who I am. I am his wife. I always just wanted to be his wife. I always will be his wife. But he is not here.