A Trusting smuck again
(Town of disappointments and broken promises)
We were so happy together
Let me introduce myself, My name is Hope and if you did not know the meaning it is to be eternally optimistic or something like that. Fortunately or unfortunately the name fits.
I am now playing the naive fool waiting for something some one that just isn't going to happen. It is raining outside and my roof is leaking. The Tarp that blew off night before last is no protection and the ceiling is leaking again.
You see I had a neighborhood roofer PROMISE to do my roof. 2 months ago he nailed a tarp to my roof much to my brothers disappointment as in "Suppose the insurance company DOESN"T pay for it? then she has More holes in her roof."
End of story I have ran into him more than one time more excuses and promises. His girlfriend answered the phone like oh jeese its that crazy bitch on the phone again.
In my mind I KNOW that there are people who do not keep their promises. Sound sincere when you really know that they are bullshitters. And yet you wait after all they did promise.
My Love KEPT his promises always. He was a hard worker and may have worked his self to death although he always said a little hard work never killed anyone. Did it? Am I am just feeling sorry for myself crying at what I must contend with.
Paul never would have waiting for someone to do the work. He would have had someone on it 2 weeks later. He would have put the tarp back on even with his fear of heights. He would be on the roof now because he was my protector My Love My Husband and I still Love and Miss Him.
Mrs Paul Holt