A Twin Loss

Im 12 years old, and one year ago, my twin died. She died in my arms. On our birthday. My identical twin, gone because of Neuroblastoma. the secrets we shared, the memories we have, GONE FOREVER. I cannot believe my sister, my best friend is gone. We are TWINS!! TWINS!! Twins should not be seperated!! ALL BECAUSE OF CHILDHOOD CANCER! She fought so strong and sooo hard, why wouldn't cancer let her win?! It's not fair!! She relapsed THREE TIMES!! AND NOW SHE IS DEAD! An angel, but i want her here. I want to be with her. I have dreams that she is still here and then i wake up and they are not real. I dream that one day i will be with her again, but its rediculous. Who knows how long I will live. Life is too short. But i want mine to be shorter, just so i can see my sister again. please please help me. I want her here so bad. I want to be there with her. To still be able to talk to her, to tell her that i love her.

By the way I was just diagnosed with Stage IV Neuroblastoma this month as well, so I am currently battling the same disease my sister died from nearly 10 months ago!

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May 19, 2013
Your sister
by: Kat

I read your hurt. I understand. You and your sister were like one. I lost my sister 6 months ago,she was my best friend all my life. I lost my son 6 months ago too. That is my hardest .
I HATE DEATH. It is HARD to accept! It stays with us and it is hard to go on without them. This is such a suffering world. Many people on here show the pain of death. I am praying for you so your heart can heal. Your sisters love is always with you,no one not even death can remove that. Her memory will help you be strong in your illness. She will come to you in memory to help you,until you meet again.

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