A wonderful man & awesome Dad
My Dad & me in Fl
I lost my Dad yesterday afternoon at 2:05.
Not only was he my Dad, but he was also my best friend. We went through alot together over the years, I helped him take care of my Mom when she had colon cancer and passed away. He helped comfort me when I lost my husband to a sudden heart attack on Jan 21 2013.
His health was failing and he was in alot of pain, he said he was ready to join my Mom, so I guess it was a blessing when God took his hand and led him to heaven to be reunited with the love of his life. It sure doesn't lesson the pain, it is so hard to let him go. He was such an awesome sweet man always willing to help others unconditionally. I knew I could turn to him for help, support and comfort. I miss that already. Who am I going to turn to now for inner comfort?
He was my main focus after my hubby passed, and that kept my mind occupied and the sting of losing my husband at bay. Now I feel so alone and really am having an extremely time coping. I don't know anymore how one goes on. I feel so confused & lonely. My brother & sisters all have their spouses to turn to for comfort and I am being told ya but life goes on. But what they DON"T understand is that is so much easier said then done. I feel like I'm going to crawl out of my skin. I try to turn to God but feel like I am facing a brick wall that doesn't have an opening. Where do I go from here? It's weird to say but if I didn't have my furry kids that depend on me I would just like to join my hubby, mom & dad. I'm tired. I wish I had an answer!!!
Bye Dad I Love You Always & Forever......