A Wonderful, Simple Man
My dad passed away suddenly and unexpectedly on July 11, 2010. He was driving in his car and suffered a medical emergency (heart attack, cardiac arrest) and actually didn't even wreck the car; but was pronounced dead at the scene. He had just had a physical, and appeared to be in good health.
Like many daughters, I thought my dad was invincible. He was very simple, but was wonderful and loved his family dearly. Sometimes I feel panicky, sometimes like I can't face the day. Other times I feel like I might be getting better. Grieving his loss is exhausting; feeling so many emotions. It seems I cry alot. We have wonderful memories, but I wonder if it ever gets easier. I have leaned heavy on my faith to help me through this, but sometimes even that feels shaken.