A Year Ago Today

Today is the one-year anniversary of my Mother's passing. She was in a wonderful nursing care home here in Ohio and I was able to see her every day. Her mind was sharp and she loved to talk about the family, current events, and participate in the daily activities. On a Sunday when I saw here, she was fine.

I got a call the next day that they wanted to call in hospice -- I was shocked and scared. When I got there, she was not conscious but I was able to be there with her and hoped that she knew she was not alone. After about 2 hours, she passed away. I miss her so much and feel like I've lost a huge part of myself. Just when I think I'm doing okay, the tears start. I've lost a father and 2 sisters but my Mother's passing is like the biggest kick in the heart ever.