Affirmation ~ Grief
Christmas with the Gang at Disneyland ~ 2009
Christmas is almost here and I miss Billy so desperately. My heart ready to break, the ache so much in the forefront of my life. I'm trying to be brave, strong and everything I know he knows is in me. He always saw the best in me and made me want to be a better person. It sounds so corny but so true.
I found an Affirmation and I keep it to encourage me and help me on this difficult journey I must now travel.
I remind myself to read it each day ~
I feel a simple calm inside at times so it tells me its ok to cry and to feel. It makes me believe ~
This burden on my heart is too heavy to hold.
I allow my spirit to grieve the loss of this dream.
I allow my tears to cleanse me, freeing me from these crippling emotions.
I release my expectations of the future and embrace the gifts this challenge has given me.
Always, 1 step, 1 breath at a time ~