After 24 years I am still in love with her

by mic
(fl )

I am Mic a woman. Who in Mar of 1986 at a party met Pxxxxa the love of my life. We felt in love at the same time. I could not believe the feeling. I was 30 and she was 35.

We love each other so deeply had so much fun. She asked me to marry her and in a beach hotel we signed a marriage and pledge to love one another. It was the happiest year of my life. I was so happy! I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. I felt so lucky and I thought she happy and in was too. On our first anniversary took me to a beautiful beach near where we lived and in a cold picnic table she told me...I am not in love with you any more I am sorry.

Soon after that I found out that she had cheated on me with a woman she worked with and eventually they too move in together lasted for about 3 yrs and another relationship for another 4 yrs and another who she still is with today.

She broke my heart, and I've never recovered. I have had 3 relationships as well. Unfortunately I have not fallen in love with any of them. I like them but I was not able to give them my true love.

I have not seen Pxxxxa in 24 yrs. My heart beats faster just to think about her. I wonder how she looks now, if she ever thinks about me. If she ever regretted breaking up.

I don't know if I will ever be able to fall in love with some else but I know that my heart has never stop loving her. I like to be able to fall in love once again.. I often wonder if I ever could.

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