Agent Orange widow
I lost my husband one year ago on November 18th....He died from complications of Agent Orange exposure. He suffered for 8 years and then finally went to sleep in his chair. We knew this was going to happen, we knew that he wasn't going to live forever...He was on dialysis 12 hours a day, but he even went to my grandson's thanksgiving play the day he died. I am so lost and don't know what God wants me to do. I just go through the motions of living day to day, go to work, try to do things that i enjoy, but there is always this BIG hole that never goes away. With Veterans day and his one year of passing, i don't even want to get out of bed. I thought that i would be better by now.