All Most A Year

by Eric Shadowens Sr.
(Louisville,Ky.)

Here I sat waiting for Sunday to get here.It will be one year that God came and took you home to The Gardens Of Paradise.
I thought things were going okay but it doesn't work that way.
I go out to dinner because it so lonely here at home without you.But when I sat down and look around ever body has someone with them.So that makes eating along worse but I go on and eat by myself then get up and leave.Driving home I thank what it would be like to have you back.But those are only dreams I know you are not coming back.I know you are looking down on me
and I'm trying to cope by seeing other women.I don't know if this is the right thing to do.But the kids say I need to get out and do some thing besides set at home.I have met some women there is two that I thank you would like. One lost her husband last year too and she is so nice and kind.I do thank if she would say yes about being serious It would help and maybe we both could cope. The other one is also nice and kind
but lives a long way from me. So I will say good bye for now hope you don't hate me for the things I'm doing. Just can't seem to do good living alone but that's a man for you he can't cope without a woman to help him though the day. You were all ways there for me when I was down you would pick me up,if I did wrong you were there to help me. No matter what I did you all ways stuck by me that why God pick you because you were a Angel here on earth.
( ERIC )Louisville