All of A Sudden.. you didnt say good bye

by Broken

Time seems to be flying now that your gone,
days seem like a blurr.

I lose track of time,
I forget what I am doing and I just sit and cry.

Confused as to why you left me all of a sudden, why you didnt bother to say goodbye..

I hear the 3 gunshots in my head every night,
Ill never forget the fight I felt that night.

You should have stayed in bed.
You should have listened to what I said.

You left me alone and your unborn child at the time.
Cant you see im dying inside?

We need you here.
We need you now,
please tell me theres a way to bring you back somehow?

Theres so many thing I have left to say
So many things that didnt go my way.

You were 21 years old, you werent suppose to die.

your name was Cody, and I loved you, you were my husband,my bestfriend, soon to be father of my child.


Its just not normal what you did,
you got yourseld killed.

For no reason??
Please held me comprehend your actions.

I miss you so much and love you.
Wish you were here with our son who needs you.

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Jul 30, 2012
Seans Mom-
by: Broken

Thank you so much for your comment.

Life Is so unfair. Your son was also so young. I am so sorry you lost him.

I look at my husbands parents after losing him, they are so hurt and devastated.

I Cant even imagine how much that hurts.
I look at my 4 month old baby and I am so in love with him, He is perfect I can picture losing him.

I am so sorry.

How does anyone recover from something like this?

Cody and I werent even married one year,
but we were together 6 years - we were so so young when we met but we were in love.

I feel so Alone and Broken with out him.
I am a 20 year old widow with a child never pictured life like this.

I want to know if I am ever going to get through this? and If I do does that mean I am letting cody go?

I am sorry for the loss of your son again,
there are no right words to confort, but truly am sorry.

Jul 30, 2012
I am sorry
by: carol,Seans mom

I am so sorry for your huge loss. I lost my 24 year old son in November and the pain is indescribable. I can hear your pain in your writings. You are to young to be going threw this and he was way to young to die. I really don't know why these things happen. I am a 49 year old mom now without one of my children. Sean missed his 25th birtday and I am just broken. He use to say he was going to give me such a hard time on my fiftieth birthday and I would say I don't care as long as I can spend time with my children. Our lives are turned upside down and inside out. I hope you have people in your life that are there for you and the baby. You sound like such a caring loving person, you will make a great mom. Your husband will be so proud of you. I hope you can find peace and happiness eventually in your life. You are so young.. My heart goes out to you...

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