almost 20 months
It has been almost 20 months since the sudden loss of my husband, my best friend, soul mate and father of my children. I am still struggling. not a day goes by without tears. I miss my husband so much. I beg God to help me understand and accept this new life He has bestowed upon me....yet, I still can not accept it. I am moving forward, selling my house, new job with more responsibilities, spending more time with friends but it is not the same. I am sad. I miss my husband. I feel like I am going through the motions. I know life will never be the same. I just want to be at peace with that and accept that. Why hasn't God answered my prayers?