It will be a year next week that the love of my life has passed away. I miss him so much my heart is broken. These are my first steps into the world again, after having lived under the care of my parents for the past year. I am unpacking today, and it is so very difficult. He helped me pack these boxes and prepare our future together. Now I unpack them alone. I just have to believe he is out there waiting for me, and this is all temporary. One day I too will have peace. But until then, I will be the steward of his memories, and be thankful for every moment that I had with him. I am lucky. Not everyone can say that they have known true love. Je t'aime mon amour.