Always crying myself to sleep

by Mai Kou Lor
(Wausau, Wi)

Everyday crying my self to sleep thinking about if i will ever see her in my dreams again. Thinking, and crying. Its like i'm half dead without my mom. How do you take the pain that your mom died and she leaves all her 10 children behind with her oldest daughter that is only in 10th grade? its a misery for me, and all i do every single day is cry and talk to mom if she can hear me in heaven and to help me and my siblings be safe! and that is my sad story about my mom.

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Jan 19, 2012
by: Barbara from TX

I wish I could take your pain away, but I can't. The only one that can help you and take your pain away is GOD! I'm a firm believer that he has the answers and key to everything. You are so young and I know that it's not easy taking care of 10 children younger than you, I hope and pray that you and your siblings are in a safe place and doing ok. I know what it's like losing a mother, I don't have mine I was still very young too, when I lost her to cancer. I was left behind with my two younger brothers to take care of. I did'nt know what to do but ask GOD to help me, and tell me what I should do to keep my brother's safe and help them grief through the trials we were going through. I really wish I could help you and your siblings, because that's what GOD would want me to do. See, GOD put's people in our paths for a reason and only he knows why. I will pray for you 10th grader and tell GOD to give you the guidance you need. Pray, and when you ask for GOD's help never look down always look up and praise him. God be with you and your siblings, because I know and I'm a firm believer that he will answer your prayers. Pray, Pray, Pray, Pray......even when you think it's not is working. Keep the faith!!

a friend of christ,
Barbara -

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