always in my heart
I lost my 22 year old son from an accident. It has been two years now and it seems like yesterday. This is a pain I know that I will never recover from. The first year I think I was in a fog and this year it seems like the fog has lifted. The pain in my heart is still fresh. I have no one to talk to. I never went to a support group and I don't have friends to talk to. I have two older children but I don't put the burden on them to listen to me. My husband is not good to talk to because of his pain and he is always trying to fix this for me and he can't. I try to bury myself in my work but I'm mostly alone on weekends. My older kids live some distance away. This is a pain I would not wish on my worst enemy.