(Oxnard Ca )
I just thought I had more time. Everything is going so fast. My head hurts, my body is in so much pain. My heart is broken. I feel I can't breath, my throat is closing in on me. I can't eat or sleep all I do is cry for my mom! I feel lonely. I am 31 years old I shouldn't be going through this. My life is not the same. I miss my beautiful Angel. My mom passed away July 13 2014 of Alzheimer's complications, in the hospital. My mom was a fighter, she wanted to stay, she even fought until her last breath. Everyone she loved was there at the hospital. I'm sure she heard everyone of us before her passing. Everything happen so fast. I am so thankful and blessed to call her my mom. I grew up wanting to be just like her. The day after her passing my dad gave me her wedding ring she wore everyday. I am so happy I get to look down at my hand and see apart of her, I have a part of her with me! She will be missed so much, there is not a day an hour a minute that goes by that I don't think of my mom. I am truly broken, I feel I will never be the same person as I was before July 13 2014.