Am I the only one?
Seems I am always questioning and writing while others seem so quiet.
I have this overwhelming need to be alone and quiet and everyone thinks I am crazy. But that is the only way I find peace. My husband is like a cricket jumping around, he has always been that way. But now all the noise and confusion overwhelms me. All I want is quiet and peace not a loud tv.
Sometimes I just go check in a motel close to my son's grave. I will read, take long soaks in tub and sleep ok. No one is pulling at me and demanding of me. I just want to scream to leave me alone. My grandchildren bring me such joy but they don't demand of me what my husband and grown daughter do.
Is it wrong to just slip away once in a while and regroup my sanity?