Yes! I also loose my hushard nine month ago and still can't believe it. Every now and then I expect him to just walk through the door and everything will still be the same as always.
At this stage I'm realy suffering, feeling I live in a air bubble, nothing make sense, feeling absent minded. Can't remember anything or get my mind active to do something worthwhile, just
doing the necessary stuff and just wait for the days to past.
It realy freaks me out what will became of me
if I keep on living like this. But this is like a stage because I've done a lot of things since he pasted away, went on holiday, make some
new clothes, work in the garden...lots of stuff, but now
I don't know.