…and where do we go from here, which is the way that’s clear?
It really is a beautiful, warmer, sunny day, and I can't even move away from this laptop and away from my journal, my pictures, and this site. I've been hoping for and needing a day like today, to be outside, to go for a walk, to just feel better, but I feel so lost. Tomorrow will be seven months since my husband died. I miss him so much and days like today make me miss him even more than than my imagination could ever dream. I still can hear his laughter, see his smile, feel his touch, and I can also know that he is free and at peace, but none of that is helping me to feel better today. I don't know where to go, what to do, can't see anything beyond the minute I'm in.