Anniversary tommorrow; how will I survive?
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I lost my everything July 23, 2010. It has been really really tough, but my two girls have been my rock. I found your site a few days ago and have been reading and even writing once, and you guys sharing your thoughts and stories have helped me so much.
However, I am having a really hard day thinking about tomorrow, it's our anniversary, we were married on Oct. 4, 1986. I feel so lost. How am I suppose to deal with this day without Bryan? My girls live with me right now so I won't be alone, just lonely! I don't know how I'm going to make it through this I miss him soooooo much. We had plans to rent a room like we did last year.
We really didn't get to have a honeymoon 26 years ago. So our first official honeymoon was last year. At least we had that. I don't think I can do this without him, but I know that I have to. Oh God please help me!! I feel so lost and lonely!