Another day without my mom.
I used this title because it is the first thing I think
of when I wake up in the morning-and I dread it.
My mom was a teacher, highly intelligent and was able to discipline us with love. She worked until 2011 and once she stopped working she began to feel ill, I don't
know if that had anything to do with her illness and I
wonder if anyone else experienced this with their mom.
She was going to physical therapy for a fall she had at
home and she fell on a wheel chair that was on the floor
and broke her hip. That was when everything started
to happen, she almost didn't make it through the operation she was 80 and it took a toll on her, she
developed a blood clot her diabetes got worse and she passed august 2, 2013 of cardiac arrest.
That news she is gone will stick with me forever
part of me is also gone.
It feels so good to be able to express this since
everyone has continued with their lives and I am still
grieving my mother. I just feel this emptiness all over
and wish I can see her again. I am taking baby steps
and setting goals everyday to gain some type of normal
I hear her telling me, I am ok remember me when I was
healthy and we will be together again. I miss her.
I hope this helps someone out there that's going
through this unbelievable and painful experience.