anything is better than this
I met a guy through a friend and he seemed kind and genuine at first and then a couple months in he told me that he was still technically married and going through a divorce (I was already emotionally attached by now) I thought of ending it but I didn't. I always had a feeling he wasn't right for me but I thought I was being hard on him because he is a marine and had some ptsd. But man, was he cold and unsensitive. He would show me love and take it away. I felt trapped because I foolishly thought I couldn't leave a hurting man, so I thought. He was never jealous, not that I want a jealous man but I slowly realized he just didn't care, he couldn't care right now. So as I fell more in love he remained haulted emotionally. Then his roommates gf moved into his house, then 2 other girls and when I told him my concern he acted like I was crazy. I'm not crazy, something just wasn't right about "us". I love him but I love my self a hell of a lot more than him. So for my own happiness, I ended it, its painful because I'm left with the what's ifs, or maybe just a little longer things would have changed. Nope. Never again.