apparently it will get easier, i am not convinced.
by silver girl
on 12.12.10 my son cecil william was born at 26 weeks and never took a breath. he had died days before and i was prepped and readied to give birth to my already dead son. I do not pass a minute of a day without feeling like my heart is dead and that the physical and emotional trauma i have been through will never end. My life is now like a scene from a newsreel following a major tsunami... there is nothing left except tonnes of wreckage. All i can do every day is keep breathing and hope one day it won't hurt quite as much as it does today