apparently it will get easier, i am not convinced.
by silver girl
(uk)
on 12.12.10 my son cecil william was born at 26 weeks and never took a breath. he had died days before and i was prepped and readied to give birth to my already dead son. I do not pass a minute of a day without feeling like my heart is dead and that the physical and emotional trauma i have been through will never end. My life is now like a scene from a newsreel following a major tsunami... there is nothing left except tonnes of wreckage. All i can do every day is keep breathing and hope one day it won't hurt quite as much as it does today
-love-
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apparently it will get easier, i am not convinced.
First let me say how very very sorry I am for the loss of your sweet little baby, and your dreams too. The hardest part I found when losing my daughter at age 7 was the future, looking forward to so many things with her. I could not of gotten thru it without a support group, the pain was just too much for me to handle alone. I joined a group called COMPASSIONATE FRIENDS, and I hope that there is one near you. It is for parents who have lost a child, and they have many little groups from that one, for different ages. Losing a child is the worst pain anyone can endure, but know you will get thru it. My daughter died in 1988, and there are days I still cry for her. Please find someone to talk to, it will help. God bless you and your sweet angel.
apparently it will get easier.......... by: jules
Silver girl - I can't say I know your pain, I have not lost a child.
The only thing you can do is live each day as it comes - good or bad, know that you are not alone, and share your grief with those who do understand loss, like the beautiful people on this site. I would never have gotten through the last 14 months without the compassion and understanding on this site.
