April 4, 2013 the day I said good bye to my mani

by Carolina
(San Antonio, TX)

When I die you feel as if I was only a faint dream. All the time we ever spent together will become one of the most cherished moments in your life. My existence will feel as if I was only in your life for a blink of an eye. Once denial disappears you will realize I am gone. As forever in your heart I will be, where ever you are I will be, when you think of me know I am next to you, for every tear cried is a tear closer to moving forward and healing. As I helped you on Earth I will continue to guide you from where ever I am. Don't think I am gone because I am not; I am more alive then you will ever know. We all have an end and realize my time has come, its okay I am not dead. For everything I have taught you, carry it with you because one of my purposes in life was to help you. I will forever love you, as love never disappears. Don't be sad because my chapter with you in life has ended, but celebrate it because you were apart of it. One door has closed, be ready to open the next.

I wrote this a month after my gorgeous mom was gone. I hope this brings comfort to someone.

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Aug 04, 2013
April 4,2013 the day I said good bye to my mani
by: silver

This is one of the most beautiful notes I have read.My mother died quite suddenly June 30,2010.I did not get to be with her.I was on the way to my husband's chemo treatment.The dr's office took us in quick and when done we went straight to the hospital.I was there just a couple of minutes when the dr told me she was gone.I didn't have much time to grieve as I had to become the administrator of the estate,clean out her house,sell it and then my husband died.I didn't reach the state of your note until recently.I found a poem that is similar to your sweet note called,'When tomorrow starts without me.' that is on the poetry page.I plan on copying this and putting it on a txt page so that when I begin to cry again I can look at it and remember that they want me to heal and go on.I don't know you but I wish I did.You have given me something to hold onto.GOD bless you and send you strength and peace.I will keep you in my prayers.

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