aprill 1st 2012 would have been dads birthday
i sit .
and begin to write many things are circling in my head.
has time really gone this quick ,seems only days since i
saw my dad on his last birthday .
must admit ive felt really down this week havent felt well
wondered why im i still here nothing makes sense any more no matter how hard i try to under stand .
all i really need right now is a glimpse of my dad , tell me things will be ok , god please grant me one wish let me say happy birthday dad, make me see things differently and guide me forward lord let me feel the love an warmth of my dad to fill this black hole in my heart which is killing my soul day by day, hour by hour minute by minute .
sorry cant write no more on this page its like life blank
since dads gone love you dad rest in peace xxxxxxxxxx