monday 1-11-10 a police officer came 2 my job and told me my 26yr. old daughter was found dead accidental drug overdose. i had her when i was 16 . she was addicted 2 prescription drugs. she left 2 little girls. i get them most weekends. im not the same as i was before that day. part of me died . i miss her so much. a lady came 2 my house after ashley died her son had died 14 months earlier and she was so sad and depressed .i thought u should be lotts better by then. now i have that time behind me and trying 2 live life with grief it is so hard. think about her all the time. sometimes i would not like 2 think about her. God talking 2 friends and family writing in a jornal and reading about grief my husband and my daughter alex grandchildren and getting lost in t.v. has been what has helped get me this far. im so sorry for anyone going through grief. God bless.